Backwards fairy tale.

It always seems as though my best friends step in right when I need them. Sometimes it happens before I even speak up about the issue. A long distance pall always calls right in the midst of a crisis. Apparently, I send out daistress vibes. I am something to be scientifically studied.

Life can be positively horrifying sometimes. I am so glad miles and highways cannot and will not seperate the love they have for me. Surround yourself with positive people. Your friends and family who truly care want nothing but the best for you and your future.


To: Lindsey, Eric, Olivia, Davy, Tina, Cyndy, Mom, and Kerry,
Thank you for late night phone calls, Starbucks gift cards, texting to check in on me, never underestimating my potential, respecting my privacy, offering sound advice, and sending positive thoughts my way. I am so greatful for your support. I love you, I love you, I love you.


Thanks to the people listed above, I have learned that when faced with a problem one should:
Breathe deep
Declare today my independence day
Focus on school
Demand respect
Learn to relax
Don't make excuses for other people
Keep my standards high
Pay attention to warning signs
Look forward to Christmas break
Take care of myself
Be honest
Learn from my mistakes
Laugh at it all


Above all, remember that I am a princess and deserve to be treated as such.




(Pretty Foods blog)

Change.

Recently the weather here has been lovely. I feel fortunate to be able to stroll that campus in seventy degree weather while other students are forced to face frigid temperatures. Something unlucky is my inability to visit family over the Thanksgiving holiday. I'm left to fend for my own and create a massive and flawlessly cooked dinner for Sam and myself. We did, however, have a good friend offer us a place to stay in Santa Fe with her loved ones. I guess we'll see if anything pans out.

School has been so stressful and I'm looking forward to the break next month. I can't believe it's already November! My time here has gone by so fast. I'll be visiting my dad first and heading south in time for Christmas day with my mom and brothers. There is so much I want to do and so many important individuals to see. Last summer I felt guilty for not spending enough quality time with everyone in town. I think this time around I'm going to take it easy and not worry so much.

I've felt so out of touch with reality in the recent months. It seems like poor eating and sleeping habits are really catching up with me. I'm getting more anxious as the days go on and needed a proper outlet. There is a counseling center on campus at no charge to students. I visited today and filled out the necessary forms to talk to a psychologist. My appointment is for next week and I'm looking forward to venting. I realize what I burden sharing problems with someone close to me can be. Having an unbiased opinion about the choices I'm making will provide some constructive criticism for me. I have so much to work on before this next semester.